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Sick...?

Sun Apr 26, 2009, 7:25 AM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: APC - Judith.
  • Reading: Snow Falling on Cedars
  • Watching: TV.
  • Playing: Thief.
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Orange Juice.
So like, recently I've been afraid about something. I don't know what I'm exactly afraid of but I have this feeling in my stomach that there's something wrong or something is going to go wrong. To be honest I have no idea what it is and really isn't disrupting my way of life or anything like that - I function well. I have lost a little bit of sleep but that's only because I want to stay up with my love so that really isn't anything unnatural. With work it's common to lose sleep anyways since I work random hours to begin with so my body is just trying to adjust to it all. Back to me being afraid though.

The other morning I woke up and went to the bathroom. Now from the bathroom door you can stare into the living room and directly see the tv. Well when I turned to go into the living room I saw something on TV. I had left it on the Crime Channel the night before and they were showing photos of a dead body, a murder scene pretty much. When I looked up I saw like a face on the dead body, even though they didn't show it, and it was staring at me all bashed - like I said, murder scene. I don't think it really scared me but it honestly caught me off guard that I had to stand in the hall for a little while to calm. I don't like being caught off guard about anything.

I haven't really told anyone about this just I tell people I know to be careful because I'm scared about something. I haven't really been having nightmares or anything like that. I just have this damn numbing feeling in my whole body and then the random images. For now it hasn't disrupted my life in anyway, when I'm at work we're so busy I really don't think about this stuff but when I'm alone it just kind of gets to me or when it's quiet things just come back. Hm, I don't know.

I don't know if I should go to the doctor or not, honestly I feel alright. I just hate for the life of me getting caught off guard o___O

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  • Interests: Eating Babies with a Side Order of Spotted Owl & Bald Eagle for Dessert
  • Favourite movie: Downfall - Guys & Dolls - The Grey Zone
  • Favourite band or musician: Hell if I know.
  • Favourite genre of music: Whatever can make you shake that laffy taffy <<
  • MP3 player of choice: -Drools on her PSP- .__0
  • Shell of choice: Egg.
  • Skin of choice: MYNE & YURS.
  • Favourite game: Snake - Tetris.
  • Favourite gaming platform: Front Lawn.
  • Personal Quote: "I don't care if you're the demon seed of Davey Jones!"
  • Tools of the Trade: Good looks, awesome possum posture, and Jackie Chan's 'HIYAH' kick.

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=Thanatophilia Feb 9, 2009, 8:24:45 PM
*Gives bunches of lub on page.* I love you, dear. <3!

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~Penetrateurwii Dec 15, 2008, 10:16:41 AM
If I may ask...how tall are you? I'm curious now...

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~H-erme-s Dec 15, 2008, 7:55:56 PM
I stand at a full 5'4"

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~Penetrateurwii Dec 12, 2008, 1:37:44 PM
I did twenty two pull ups once. Yup, that's how manly I am.... @_@ You know Bob, total masculine superman. not metro in anyway whatsoever...In regards to my pull ups, I sing praise to the beans. I'm part Hispanic and so I eat mostly beans, chicken and wild rice. Therefore lots of protein to build strong muscles. or so that's what science says...but who listens to science anyway?

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~H-erme-s Dec 15, 2008, 9:23:13 AM
I'm wimpy in some aspects. I can hold my own, but I'm still a bit of a shrimp >D

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~Penetrateurwii Dec 12, 2008, 4:03:36 AM
Next time you should use a board of wood with wheels. It's far easier then dragging yourself. But I guess it's safe to say you have a lot of upper body strength then eh? .__.

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~H-erme-s Dec 12, 2008, 9:36:11 AM
I don't have good upper body strength >D I look ridiculous trying to do pull ups.

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Mood: Fear ~Penetrateurwii Dec 9, 2008, 10:29:22 PM
I am bored and feeling quite blue. Also I have a stalker. Which is always good news I guess. So how have you been sport?

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~H-erme-s Dec 12, 2008, 12:37:40 AM
I've been fair enough. Kind of dragging about.

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~Ayuki-Tahyo Dec 2, 2008, 2:52:56 PM
nice gallerry O¬O *stalks* >o<

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